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Love Was
03:35
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Love was the red sun risin'
Some far-off dream beyond the great horizon
And love was the prize for winnin'
Always takin', takin' and there ain't no givin'
Love was the right to which all heroes laid their claim
Not understanding but they chased it all the same
Love was everything and it was nothing too
But now I know, now I know
Now I know that love is you
Love was the dream ethereal
It was just the prize in a box of Cheerios
And love was the goal I'm reachin'
Always failin', failin' so what am I achievin'?
Love was more precious than silver, more than gold
So give your money now and buy what you've been sold
Love was a lie to bring us closer to what's true
But now I know, now I know
Now I know that love is you
Love is doing all I can
To see you smile as I take your hand
No conditions, no controls
Just to feel your warmth ignite my soul
Won't you light it on fire
Won't you light it on fire
Won't you light it on fire
Love was the primal passion
So why's it always seem to be a slave to fashion?
And love was the ultimatum
Now or never never gonna stop it fadin'
Why even bother tryin' to put it into words?
Defined by someone else it all sounds so absurd
Love is a force I can't pretend I ever knew
All I know, all I know
All I know is I love you
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More than I Deserve
03:43
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Do I still make you happy?
Am I still a good friend to you?
Why am I asking questions
I already know the answer to?
You’re always there beside me
But I only end up wanting more
I wouldn't say I love you
If I thought that I could let you go
You help me through my trials in spite of my selfish ways
But still I always find I yearn for those better days
You’re always busy working
I’ve got nothing but time to kill
You’ve got your life together
And I don’t know if I ever will
Time and again I’ve fallen
In a void of insecurity
How can I say I love you
With a heart so full of jealousy?
I shared your struggles knowing you would do the same
But I can’t burden you with all my guilt and shame
You always told me I was more than you deserved
Why can’t I let you be more than I deserve
I know you’d understand me
When I tell you that my world is gray
That never was the issue
Just my pride keeps getting in the way
I know you’d never tell me
The reality we know is true
Each failure makes it clearer
I was never good enough for you
You shouldn’t have to suffer my insanity
Just like you told me, “it’s not you, it’s only me”
You always told me I was more than you deserved
I reached out to you like I knew you would in turn
I was your rock but now the tables all have turned
Why can’t I let you be more than I deserve
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Don't Let Her Know
02:22
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She’s the one who gets my sense of humor
She’s a weirdo just like me
And every time I look into my future
She’s the one that I always see
We’re cooking baklava and holding hands
And making jokes you wouldn’t understand
And all the while I hear a voice inside
(Yeah) a voice inside that says
(Chorus)
Don’t let her know, don’t let her see
Just how she always tortures me
You know that she won’t feel the same
My foolish heart’s the one to blame
She’ll break you down just like before
But I just can’t hide it anymore
It’s burning too hot to ignore
She’s the one who always wants to play me
In Smash Bros and laser tag
And every time she can totally slay me
But you know that it ain’t no drag
We’re at the park sitting out on the bench
Singing Billy Joel and talking in French
But all I hear is the voice inside
(Yeah) the voice inside that says
(Chorus)
Don’t try to lecture me, I know this isn’t right
I should just let her go and move on with my life
And if I lost her now some part of me would die
But I can’t hide it, I can’t keep it all inside
Don’t let her know, don’t let her see
Just how she always tortures me
You know that she won’t feel the same
My foolish heart’s the one to blame
She’ll break you down just like before
But I just can’t hide it anymore
It’s burning too hot to ignore
You're the one I'm longing for
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4. |
Coffee Shop
03:32
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I'm sitting in this coffee shop
Lonely hours fly
I think about her night and day
No matter how I try
And all the time we shared runs through my mind
Till it drives me insane
I thought that we were riding high
I thought our love was strong
But now my heart feels empty
Though I know that she's not gone
And I would beg forgiveness if I could
But there's no one to blame
(Chorus)
How can I be your man?
Help me to understand
Tell me what else I can do
How can I let you go?
Help me to end this woe
All I can think of is you
So now I sit here dead inside
But I can't shed a tear
I never could forgive myself
If I made her disappear
The only cure is to embrace the love
That she gives as a friend
And everybody's got advice
On how to win her love
They always seem to think romance
Is all I'm dreaming of
I tell them off but sometimes I don't know
If it's real or pretend
(Chorus)
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5. |
Ignorance Is Bliss
05:27
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Every time I hear your voice on the telephone
There are just four words I long to hear
I know you love me too and someday you’ll make it known
I know soon your love will conquer fear
Till then I’ll wait for you, long as you want me to
Until you say I do to me
Darling you are my kind, so long as you don’t mind
Unto your heart I’ll find the key because
Ignorance is bliss, that’s what all the wise men say
And love it’s you I miss, every night and every day
Ignorance is bliss when a boy's in love with a girl
And when I’m with you I’m the happiest man in the world
Every time I’m with you I reach to hold your hand
Hoping that someday you’ll reach for mine
Your face tells me you’re happy to have a loving man
I know you’ll return my love in time
Till then I’ll wait for you, long as you want me to
Until you say I do to me
Darling you are my kind, so long as you don’t mind
Unto your heart I’ll find the key because
Ignorance is bliss, that’s what all the wise men say
But just remember this: my love is here to stay
Ignorance is bliss when a boy's in love with a girl
And when I’m with you I’m the happiest man in the world
Then one day you held my hand in your tenderness
Said you loved me too, but as a friend
Said you didn’t know if it could be more than this
Seems to me we’re halfway to the end
Till then I’ll wait for you, just like I always do
Until you say adieu to me
Darling you are my kind, so long as you don’t mind
Unto your heart I’ll find the key because
Ignorance is bliss, that’s what all the wise men say
And though it's all amiss, I know you'll be back someday
Ignorance is bliss when a boy's in love with a girl
And darling, when I’m with you I’m the happiest man in the world
Ignorance is bliss, that’s what all the wise men say
So give me one last kiss now before you go away
Ignorance is bliss when a boy's in love with a girl
And when I’m with you I’m the happiest man in the world
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6. |
Cross
03:41
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Once upon a time you were the hand that I could hold
And I was the rock you laid your head upon
And still your hand is warm but my heart has gone stone cold
Cause I know the love we shared is dead and gone
We burned out like a cigarette
And now your love is just my Nicorette
It’s never enough, but I can’t give it up
And I’ll take every drop I can get
Cause I need you now
To heal the loneliness inside
The thoughts of worthlessness and shattered pride
I need to know you’re there, to know you’ll always care
But I know it’s not fair, it’s not your cross to bear
More than just a lover, you’ve been my closest friend
And I know that you are still
And I will always cherish you until the bitter end
Like I know you always will
But I’ll no longer be the reason why
Your face turns rosy as you close your eyes
Cause I’m never enough, but please don’t give me up
You’re all that I need to survive
Cause I need you now
To heal the loneliness inside
The thoughts of worthlessness and shattered pride
I need to know you’re there, to know you’ll always care
But I know it’s not fair, it’s not your cross to bear
And I know you wouldn’t mind
And I know you’d find the time
To console and reassure me of my worth
You’d be there for me I know
And it only goes to show
You were always so much more than I deserved
Cause I need you now
To heal the scars you left behind
The fear and jealousy that’s come alive
I need to know you’re there, to know you’ll always care
But I know it’s not fair, it’s not your cross to bear
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Nick Teale Louisville, Kentucky
I'm a Louisville singer, songwriter and multi-instrumentalist performing across a wide range of styles. Genre doesn't matter to me as long as I can communicate a message of empathy, kindness, compassion, and understanding.
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